I don’t know if I’m ever gonna get anywhere with my art. I want it to not only be my hobby but something I can make money out of, especially since I’m autistic and hate being around people so working in public is something I really don’t want to do. But it’s like my art is never good enough

I’m scared of men and I can’t go in public unless it’s near someone ik , what do I even do at this point? I try so hard only to get nowhere I just wish I was talented enough to be able to profit off of things I thought I was decent at