You'd think as a TF pervert that I'd enjoy change more, but I hate it!!!

Change? Overwhelming stimulus? Unfamiliar things? Oh god, kill me. Changing? Feeling the change? Being in an unfamiliar body? Gods, yes. (This is in no way contradictory. Please do not question this at all. LMAO)

Is it change that you want or don't, there's a difference

god I feel this

I imagine that plays into the TF piece, creating environments for change that are within your control and aren't bounds by the rules of reality