..so where do we go from here? I think I'm at the point where I'm gonna do me by myself, I'm not going to spend my energy to reach out. If you need me, I'm not hard to find. Nobody wins or loses here, I'm just not going to prove myself anymore. I know me, whether you do or not.
I've got to be honest: in my levels of soul searching, I find less comfort in the industries I once was passionate about. I feel I've fallen so far behind or out of favor with pro wrestling and FGC, it wouldn't feel authentic to even tease a return to either venue.
Not a fan of not being able to post video, so I'll say this: walking more of my own path solo really shows me a lot of my stress about other people is self-induced. "If they wanted to, they would." That phrase has helped put people into perspective for me.
