me too + when they pitted incest vs noncon i was like wym 😡😡 mutual noncon is so great to me and i agree v underrated. it's the voyeurism and the guilt and distress and the uncertainty of how thisll affect their relationship and the traumabonding and the awkward comfort afterwards... its EVERYTHING

you see the vision!! all that on top of when the characters were interested in each other anyway, and down the line they would want to sleep together...but not like this, and now something they yearned for deep down feels like its been tainted forever. so fucking good