Because I'm the flawed baby by this this and this and this AND THIS. A new baby would have a clean slate and I fucked that up because I'm MORE than useless. I'm also the person who will fuck up a good life for people who deserve it.

But I'm a stupid bitch who thinks it will eventually get better because hey, I'm the one who survived so idk... let's try our best. She does try her best but... I know it would've been better with a new baby instead. I just KNOW it.

I guess I shouldn't expect much from the same person that let my abusive ex get me addmited to a terrible hospital but I STILL expect a lot from her and that's my fault for being stupid. It's my fault for thinking things would EVER get better when they are always the same.

Cuz boys you know, oh boys they are always doing their stupid thing. BUT YOU??? HOW DARE YOU TRY TO DO SOMETHING YOU DEEPLY LOVE? HOW. DARE. YOU.

It doesn't matter because you drank and that's awful and maybe you should be admitted to the hospital again! Oh wait, your cousins kept slamming the door bell today at 6am until I had to go down and talk to them? Oh that's fine! They are just boys you know, it happens!

Who cares if you went from EVERYDAY to ONE DAY every two weeks so you can do one of the things you love the most? I don't! I will shame you and make you feel like the worst piece of shit no matter how long you have been 'clean' or how long you managed to drink like a 'normal' person would.

4 months clean? WHO CARES! IT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER. You went a bit overboard today so that's MORE than enough for me to shame you the same way I shamed you when you were hooked to it everyday.

SIM. NESSAS PARTES EU PERDOAVA ELE. AUIHSUIAHUIS Nossa o Colin no começo dessa temporada é um PORRE ele tava se achando demais. E AQUELE BEIJO FOI AAAAAAAAAAA

IDEEEEEEEEEEEM e eu achei o preço ok (358CNY) mas né não posso. AIUHSUIUAIS

CARALHO PUTA QUE PARIU MEU DEEEEEEEEUS. Eu sinto MUITO Rise mas passinho pro lado porque a nova melhor música de championship de LoL chegou.