I just keep getting these sensati9ns that I used to when I was a child and it totally makes me flash back to my life back then and I feel like learning how the world works 100% killed my want to adventure. It all costs too much money and I never could make money well my entire life.

I just feel like I didn't live the life I really wanted to because I never had money to travel or afford stuff. It's always just been how are we going to survive and not go completely broke my entire life. Never broke free of the, we are poor and can't afford that," mentality and it is frustrating.