With time, things got better. More importantly, I got better. I pulled myself to a place where I could deal issues better and overcame issues that have been plaguing me for years which I didn't know I even had! I got a diagnosis for ADHD. I learned how to handle RSD.

I did CBT (Cognitive behavioral therapy) so I could manage things better when every aspect of my life goes to shit (And it will again, I'm sure. that seems to be the nature of life)