I'm alone and sad a lot but also happy and excited before hormones and coming out I never felt anything but grey sludge and sorta phasing through life like a ghost. No matter how I feel that's better then the void before, heck I can even cry now

I'm better and happier then I've been in 29 years of existing. It feels like living now not just passing the hours til I die. I wouldn't trade it for the world