panic attacks on shift (coincidentally, both times on the second day of training lol). I literally, medically, cannot handle most standard 9-to-5 jobs- my brain is simply not wired for it (as my condition is *both* the result of trauma and an inherent, chronic 'born this way' sort of deal).

HOWEVER, yes, this does actively make socialising on the whole + meeting new people a lot harder, and it can get a little lonely at times. In a similar vein; I'm my own boss and set my own hours, yes, but that + my mental health struggles limit the amount of money I can make