Passive suicidality sucks but i guess it's better than active. (I'm fine, this is my normal theoutline.com/post/7267/li...)

I am not always very attached to being alive

Chronic, passive suicidal ideation is like living in the ocean. Let’s start talking about how to tread water.

That is beautifully written. FTR, I have been out here treading for a long time.

This is my baseline and it is SO hard to explain to therapists. "I want to die but it's fine, actually, and I'm ok".