In the distant past, there was a fledgeling knight on the Thirteenth. He joined the knights of Baron to help provide for his family and to protect anyone in need, even if that meant jumping head-first into danger. ๐ That knight was Greydine Pendine. โจ ๐งต1/6
This, however, soon warps into wanting to take revenge against her friends and the Scions, her mind warping itself with the dynamis created from "Perfect Hatred" into believing that they "perpetuate" the cycle. She is soundly defeated, but her mental state is definitely placed under intense watch.
Using pure anger and hatred as her guiding force after the events of Endwalker and worsened by Dawntrail, she ends up becoming an "antagonist" of an Intermission arc I'm writing, where she seeks to disavow herself of being a WoL, wanting revenge for the lives lost in the Balance of Light and Dark.
Complicated answer to this one. Trazellie gets a symbolic "revenge" against people such as Zenos, The Ascians, and even towards the concept of "Light" by adopting their ideals for herself. It eventually warps her mental state, and she then becomes a reflection of that which she intends to destroy.
Late reply, but this was something I was struggling for a long time with too, and still do. Like others said, focus on yourself and go at your own pace. The ideas will come to you in time. You'll find that muse again! It just takes time, as you said. I hope things have been getting better for you.
I apologize for disappearing for such a length of time. ๐ A variety of stressful events ripped my attention away from things, and I've had very little time to do anything else other than work and sleep. I promise I'll return with more GPoses soon... I've been missing it a great deal. :(
when I said I wish I had more time off to write my fanfiction, I wasn't quite expecting for COVID to be the one to do that ๐ ๐ญ I can't even write, I'm just getting rocked rn
dang, the post dawntrail brainworms got me so bad that they're making me write almost an entire novel in fanfiction :D I apologize for a lack of GPoses! I've just been locked into writing for the first time in forever.
I PRESENT: BRAINWORMS I DEVELOPED WHILE ON PICTOMANCER ~ Sailor Scouts: Assemble! Feat: #Pictomancer#Paladin#Viper#Astrologian#FFXIV#FF14
