Atsumu laughs again, curling into his boyfriend as he does so. Once he’s done, he pulls back to take in the pained, yet full of love look on Sakusa’s face. “Well,” Atsumu whispers. “How about you come in and take another first from me?” FIN.

“We have to stop,” Sakusa pants. “Why?” Atsumu asks, still so engulfed in the kiss that can hardly open his eyes to look at his boyfriend. “I popped a boner.” That shattered his mood.

When Sakusa began licking into his mouth, his fingers tightening so harsh on Atsumu’s hips there was sure to be bruises the next day, Atsumu finally lets himself moan. And he moans so loud, Sakusa pulls back—lips sticky and swollen and pupils coloring his eyes a pitch black.

And god, was waiting 21 years for this absolutely worth it. The more comfortable they got, the more Sakusa put effort into it. Having never been kissed, Atsumu followed his lead—letting his boyfriends push and pull guide where his head and lips moved.

He returns it eagerly, grabbing at Sakusa’s hands and forcing them to settle on his hips. Once those huge palms are gripping at him, his thin t-shirt tangling up in his fingers, Atsumu curls his arms around Sakusa’s neck and pushes themselves into each other deeper.

Atsumu shivers at the touch, his lips sensitive from never being touched, and Sakusa waits before deepening it. The man kisses like he dates—slow and surely. Atsumu’s eyes flutter shut and he feels like moaning at the slight pressure.

Atsumu curls his fingers into the front of Sakusa’s shirt. “Sakusa, after all of this—you better ravish me.” So he does. Sakusa cradles Atsumu’s cheeks in his hand and bends down ever so slightly to brush their lips against each other.

“This is amazing,” Atsumu breathes. “We can be each other’s first!” Sakusa mumbles something under his breath. And last. “What was that?” Atsumu asks. “I want to kiss you,” Sakusa blurts. “Can I kiss you?”

Sakusa smiles, small and sweet. “Really?” “Really,” Atsumu nods. “So you’ve never done anything either?” “Well, I have kissed but it was through stupid spin the bottle games during high school,” Sakusa sheepishly confesses. “But no, I’ve never had sex.”

“Hot.” His voice is so strangled and in pain, Atsumu laughs again. “My standards are too high!” Atsumu explains. “I’ve never even wanted to kiss anyone before you came along. They were all too…not you, I guess.”