The only thing that keeps me alive I think is hating that everybody is like this. It's like a human computer virus (HCV), the disease that causes cringe and other various symptoms like normalizing that you're something of a special person vs. the other normals and drearies.

It's fun to build things. That's just what I like to do. Hating how people are brainwashed into oblivion at this point is motivation enough for me to push for alternatives and discuss the fact that we LET THEM own all this so LLMs can eat it and we have no privacy and barely oversight.