I am enjoying the results, maybe for the first time in a long time. Most of the forcing was done by school assignments and the pace was neck breaking, to the point that my own health was on the line. But for some part it was worth it. The fact that now I would change my methods is proof of progress

Oh wow, i bet you had to go through a lot. I'm glad it paid out in the end. If you don't mind me asking, which school did you attend to?