like i know 99% of the followers i have on there don't even see my posts (thank god lowkey) it's still scary when i'm like "hm, i want to share this fun thing i like but i REALLY don't want 10 billion people on one of the most toxic social media platforms to see this"

i don't know. i'm also just really happy to see everyone again, i really missed having a place like this to talk and have fun.

the mere act of opening the app was like a gamble on whether or not I will experience existential dread for the next month or if its just meh also i had like zero reason to post anything at all so i was completely ready to check out and move sites even if i do lose the history in the process