Was a long night. Thought Blue had a stroke, no vets open, couldn't get him to one until 11:20. Stroke isn't 100% ruled out, but vet is leaning vestibular disease, which is a more preferable outcome. Send good vibes to old man pupper.
Gamer brain be like, "I don't want to hear about prices being justfied because of inflation!" when the federal minimum wage is roughly 1/4th what it should be. Was $4.25 when I started working in the 90's. It's only a dollar higher now. Your console being 2.5x more expensive doesn't add up.
Still craving an isekai with a strong female MC, RPG mechanics, no love interest bullshit or dudes doing the actual heavy lifting, child main characters nowhere in sight, fun world building, fights that make sense without asspull endings, and just the right amount of ecchi because I'm an adult.
Guess this is still a thing, though my general social media curse applies. RL has had its share of icky moments these past few months. Birthday came and went to no real applause. Rose had some lumps removed that turned out to be skin cancer, so we gotta keep an eye on her. Playing XIV again-ish.
Don't log in for a while and I guess my feed thinks I'm into dudes now? I mean, no foul to those that are, but I feel like following various big tiddy and muscle mommy artists on top of some RL examples would be a clue toward my proclivity. Plus I've blocked every dong I've seen here. :/a
Still alive. Busy month. Over a thousand miles of driving behind me. Blown tire. Family still dumb. Hurt my shoulder again. More driving tomorrow. Not enough boobies, etc..
Still wrestle with the feelings of not really having friends when it seems like I'm always the one initiating contact. Am I just annoying? Am I not important enough? Can't even think of the last time I got tagged for something as a simple, "I saw this and thought of you!" kind of thing. It sucks.
Been a rough couple weeks relative to familial obligations and a general feeling I just kind of don't exist to anyone when I'm not immediately useful when it comes to seeking outside socialization. Been trying to offset it a little by playing on an XI private server, but it's a distraction at best.
Ah, so they ruined the Following feed now. I kinda figured the point of For You/Discover was to insert random posters to potentially connect with. And while I have some other groups followed, viewing is more a specified mood thing and sometimes they get busy (in other languages even). Sigh.
