also I'm a year older now, hi.

Life experience is an ephemeral little currency. And brother did I accrue a fair bit more over the past month, jesus.

now this is romance

aw. I missed it last night

I'll hop on his pole

guess who's on her way to being a bartender

some temporary good luck. friend of a friend is letting me stay in her apartment for the month. again, only temporary. but it's something.

what really tears at me is that it blew up because I couldn't control my temper. I mean, I've BEEN holding it in and doing that only let it bubble and boil until it finally exploded. which is what I mean when I say it would have happened sooner or later. but couldn't it have been later? shit.

well. it was going to happen sooner or later, but my living situation has officially blown up. which means my only recourse is a much uglier living situation that I was trying to avoid with the comparatively less ugly living situation. which just blew up.

same here. ox fits me a lot better