Have a lot of IRL stuff going on along with the onset of my usual seasonal depression. After everything in April, I finally have started feeling like myself again. I've been writing my silly little stories and going out of the house more. My partner and friends are the best for sticking with me.
ALT: a little girl with a ponytail is wearing a pink shirt
Please let me know if I can do anything to help. Wish I could just come and give you a big consensual bear hug.
Obsession is still here. I'm just trying to not spam about him. Zenwil's gotten me through tough times and I adore this character with all of my heart.
Its hard for me to keep sending them things in the middle of the night. I've been told off for it previously. I don't mean to be rude. I just miss interacting with people.
Working overnight and being unable to interact with the people I care about how I used to two years ago is also really starting to take its toll on my mental well-being. Been feeling very undeserving of my sweet friends and partner. Its so hard for me to continue like this.
It was a good weekend. Now its just a mental struggle against the bad thoughts.