Forgot I had this useless app and use to vent since peeps ain’t here. man this first week of this year is awful and ending up 72 hold due to fail sui attempt wasn’t the vibe. I still feel awful and more alone each day.
Since It looks like im going to be alone for beyond existence guess it’s time to do all the drugs and wing it
Nothing working, nothing is filling that void that has been left within me. I think be better just to curl up and disappear
I feel so stupid, I even paid for a whole zip of weed to be shipped to them thinking they might hang out with me just for them to ignore me even more after getting it. I hate how lonely these days are, the mental white noise is too much , I still publicly breakdown, heart hurts and nothing will fix
Atleast I vent and scream into the void here, I’m so fucking miserable and depressed. Gone on week long bender trying to forget 2 years of my life. I realize I’m meant to be alone and understand why they replaced me with better and moved on. While still begging for scrap of attention from them.
Yo yo VRchat gonna be headlining this special collab with DripVibes! event back in the causeway tonight! Doors will be opening at 8:30PM PST!
