with this eval too. I feel like all the specialists are just really bad at communication for some reason. Also, apparently someone forgot to tell my teachers that I can't handle abrupt loud noises b/c it's a trauma trigger. Or my physics teacher continuously forgets. Today he dropped a brick on 10/?

a desk repeatedly without warning. Yes. An actual effing brick. Like, I get it not everything can be accommodated. But even a warning of hey, cover your ears, would've been sufficient. I run a condensed schedule but I'm still feeling really overwhelmed. Shocker that my self-harm is relapsing. 11/?