I am so, so, so tired of looking at myself in the mirror and being utterly disgusted by everything that I see physically. Every day just feels the same as the previous, just a never ending monotony of wake up, go to work, come home, do nothing, sleep, rinse and repeat.

I feel an unbelievably strong loneliness that permeates so deep that I could feel it even if I was surrounded by friends and loved ones. Tired does not remotely come close to how perpetually exhausted I am daily. I wish that I had the strength that others have to power through but I am not strong.