Oh boy here comes an anxiety spike thanks to a combination of Teams pings going off rapidly after reporting an issue affecting a tool we use, a large amount of phone notifs from here and Twitter, and a friend's Discord account getting hacked and spam pinging my Discord server x.x;;;
Well on a more positive note: I got the schedule I wanted most for season and will be back on 4 10s with Wednesdays off.
*repeatedly screams into a pillow*
Everything just feels pointless.
I feel an unbelievably strong loneliness that permeates so deep that I could feel it even if I was surrounded by friends and loved ones. Tired does not remotely come close to how perpetually exhausted I am daily. I wish that I had the strength that others have to power through but I am not strong.
I am so, so, so tired of looking at myself in the mirror and being utterly disgusted by everything that I see physically. Every day just feels the same as the previous, just a never ending monotony of wake up, go to work, come home, do nothing, sleep, rinse and repeat.
omw to hide there too.
Awww, I barely have to try and you are already super flustered. How adorable~
Thanks for the password cutie, but I will have to get a much longer and intricate one from you next time~