I'm sorry to hear things haven't gone well for you streaming. I wish I knew what more to say other than, if you're not able to find any joy in streaming at all there really is no point. I hope you continue with your art though. I hope you can find something to keep you motivated.
I need to get one of those.
I actually saw this one in theaters!
Happ Borf!
Things have been much better these days. Mostly because my immediate family doesn't share a roof anymore. There's no way that my siblings and I could ever share a roof with our parents anymore. Having the space between everyone is a blessing.
My 21st birthday was like this. A day just for me and a time when all I wanted was to have a good time with family? Not as important as whatever they wanted to bitch and argue about.
This was my immediate family. My folks and my siblings alike. It was like they almost enjoyed yelling and shouting at each other then refusing to reach an understanding at all. No one can agree to disagree. Being angry was more important than anyone else's feelings.