But since 2016, I knew that it is more than likely that he is partnered. Oh, the dreams of a fool! I asked the universe for more clarity, and she provided it to me. I want the truth above everything, even if it means my heart breaks.

So now I am left to figure out why life wanted me to go through all of this. What was the point of all the longing? The Saudade? Why did I break my heart over and over and why am I alone again, naturally