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amiraball
@amiraball.bsky.social
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@chucktingle.bsky.social as I know you’re a fellow andy kaufman fan, I wanted to ask: do you believe he faked his death? Thank you for the twitter follow btw, it was a great 40th birthday present (if you don’t ask, you don’t receive, right)

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so shit, i hate unstable housing :(

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I’m being kicked out of my home ;(

Pic of me in my bedroom mirror reflection, UV fairy lights on the wall and bathed in the light of a pink neon sign (not pictured). On my bed is a cushion with Uncle Andy’s Funhouse logo on it (Andy Kaufman)
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My LONGING led me to the truth that Andy Kaufman is alive, but will never love me

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So now I am left to figure out why life wanted me to go through all of this. What was the point of all the longing? The Saudade? Why did I break my heart over and over and why am I alone again, naturally

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But since 2016, I knew that it is more than likely that he is partnered. Oh, the dreams of a fool! I asked the universe for more clarity, and she provided it to me. I want the truth above everything, even if it means my heart breaks.

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So I asked the universe for an answer, please. And very soon after I did, I just SAW him. I saw his body. I heard his voice. I saw the way he moved, walked. I saw him. And my love grew again. Because if there is anything keeping me on this timeline, it’s the possibility that Andy is still here.

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Got into a relationship with J (again, after 10 years), which was bad, controlling, toxic, not to mention the cheating. But I never said I was not a FOOL. When I feel like I’m in love, I dive in. When that ended July 2021, Andy pulled me back up But still I had nothing real to grasp.

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So from 2016, it was -he’s dead- -I love him- -he might not be dead- -he’s most probably not dead- -now I love clown- -other catfish stabman takes advantage- then left it all behind because it hurt too much

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Actually, while I was sidetracked, I convinced myself that Andy was dead.

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amiraball
@amiraball.bsky.social
performance artist
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