surgery and there is a guy very loudly ranting about COVID and queers, and then the tannoy announces Mr. DEADNAME to room 3. I go in, I cave in. There is nothing they can do but refer me to Nottingham. I've been on the waiting list for years. I've had private car in that time. So bam. Car broken.

Sorry you had such a trying day. One thing that comes to mind is ' could your surgeon issue an after care instruction/ prescription for estrogen as you'll need continuous hrt in the absence of T? And then find a GO practice which will transcribe that prescription? Sorry if this is way off the mark.

Bam. Parking fines. Bam. HRT costs which are going up significantly soon. Bam. My heart. My gut. My everything. I can't do this any more. I don't have the strength for this any more.