Like I'm being horrible to myself for no reason and it's not helping, I KNOW if I allocate some time, do some research, find a theme and do some sketches or whatever, random ideas will come - but that's not my focus right now so I'm not doing it. But like the toxic wolf in my ear won't stfu

Toxic wolves do be doing that fr

I don't think I've ever been able to hold focus in such a strong way for myself, but I get where you're at there, for sure. I'm defo the exact polar opposite rn of motivated but blank. I hope you hit a point where the experimentation and exploration feels warranted and ready! 🫶 The wolves are mean.