Playing my first DnD session, I initiate combat with a group of powerful monsters for funsies, and roll a 3 for initiative. I'm not gonna come out of this unscathed, am I?

I turned into an ox, because apparently the bear ate my poison spray in the face and passed a constitution check. This is while my party members are completely surrounded. God help us.

Talking, which can include begging, is a free action!