So, I guess I'll be here now. Good.

Thinking about all the friends I’ve lost due to my stupidity and inability to change my behavior and thought process. It fucking hurts, man. It fucking hurts.

I know I should get a therapist for this, and I do have a counselor, but I just feel it’s not working out. I don’t think I need a counselor, I need a therapist.

At this point, I don’t know what to do. I just feel so lost with everything and I feel little to no enjoyment in things that I used to love. I’ve been in this mindset for almost two years now, and through the past few months it’s only gotten worse. And I deserve all of it.

Seeing all the shit that happened to Selen/Doki with the whole Nijisanji thing is really inspirational. I wish I had half of the mental strength that she does...

Okay I'm not gonna lie, I really like the intuitiveness of this site. Here's hoping more changes are made to make it even better!

Happy to have you here, Ross. Hope things have been going well for you :)

New account, who dis?