At this point, I don’t know what to do. I just feel so lost with everything and I feel little to no enjoyment in things that I used to love. I’ve been in this mindset for almost two years now, and through the past few months it’s only gotten worse. And I deserve all of it.

I know I should get a therapist for this, and I do have a counselor, but I just feel it’s not working out. I don’t think I need a counselor, I need a therapist.