but hey, I got to be happy for like 35m now I really just wanna vanish from the fucking internet, vanish from public life go live on a fucking cave and abandon everyone and everything I cared until this point at least I know that my cat would want to come with me

and he at least whenever I'm anxious specifically comes to sleep at my chest and purrs to calm me down never had to teach this mf anything he just did it multiple times