this is really relatable right now, hope things stabilize for you soon. in a similar space myself and it’s just endlessly frustrating to be here yet again

hoping the same for you. ❤️ i recently got my lamictal increased and it’s helped a LOT but i have to remind myself that medication isn’t a cure, just a tool. it’s just frustrating that even when i’m doing better, it’s not good enough. ya know?