Tomorrow I have to go into the office for work for the second time since my schizoaffective diagnosis two years ago and I am terrified and paranoid about it. Last time I was really not doing well and left early. Here’s hoping tomorrow is better

I can’t exactly express what paranoia is like but, by proxy, consider that this is an event to show appreciation for our team and I am for some reason worried that they are gonna fire me? Despite my good performance and tenure in my role.