Still baffles me when at work customers tell their kids to "give your stuff to the lady(me)". So i guess i look sort of female. But i still... hate myself for looking wrong.
Trying to branch out a bit in womenswear but feeling pretty fucking discouraged after trying on a dress that fit well except for the boob area, because my boobs are too small and i hate myself more now. Tshirt and jeans forever, ill never be womanly.
I dont care how weird this makes me, whenever a customer thanks me and calls me some variation of hun, darl, sweetie, love (I got a "babe" the other day too haha), it gives me the warm fuzzies. Thanku strangers.
They are in love and eloped 💕
New record for me: lost a whole fitted sheet somehow. I live in one room, how the fuck...?
Very true
Other adults can handle so much more shit than ive had to deal with, so I feel weak. I just need to try harder.