18/20 As universities now operate under neoliberal models, the notion of academic identity needs to be rethought. That probably has to be something that only individual academics can do themselves. It's the massive elephant in the room, just how much HE function on goodwill of the staff.

19/20 Gaslighting rhetoric from management about self-care and initiatives, mental health check-in and mindfulness sessions. I remember saying in one meeting that I'd prefer if I could just have adequate teaching and support staff, rather than being told to focus on breathing.