no shade to the two friends i have who do actually care about me but are just tired people in general. y'all are cool and i wish i could talk to you more without feeling like a leech

I want to do more for Koja and Dizzy because they're cool and sometimes they call me their good friend and it makes my day but man I am just so boring and annoying that all i can do is a meek-ass "hi i like you hope you're well" with an occasional "here's a gift please don't forget me"