I agree it is of value. But no one cares to bother to understand what im saying most of the time. Im an alien holding up strange glyphs.

Mmm. People a lot smarter than me talk about finding their voice and niche, learning through the work, etc. I think what trips up artists, typical or atypical, is having to keep working the process when it doesn't seem like it's going anywhere. Your people are out there. Don't give up on them. :)