The longer answer is that being 2 years deep in on E made me have to figure out how I even engaged w/ stuff! Relearning how your libido works is weird, but I wasn't losing my kinks so much as I just had to relearn what made them fun for me. I was also just too stressed to be kinky!

I'm doing a lot better. I'm happier, safer, shedding a lot of shame I picked up in a not great living situation, and having fun drawing again. It's nice being able to be self-indulgent!