If it feels natural maybe IM not actually pretending. It’s me, or a version me. A vulnerable version of me.

Bc singing is easy and I have fun doing it to the point of not noticing that I’m doing it. I think that’s the best way to learn. Hospo on the other hand is easy but i feel I have to pretend a lot of the time and although I also do that when performing, it feels effortless…natural.

If i had choose to sing and play uke in front of people or do hospo i would ALWAYS CHOOSE SINGING. Why tho?

Watching this woman perform and do some really nice song that I actually like listening to, is nice. It feels good to watch someone do ‘their’ version of the songs rather than trying to sound like the cover they are player…refreshing.

Maybe it’s not so much that it’ll be less enjoyable but I have less control over it, so it becomes a control thing, not an enjoyment thing.

The problem I have with me personally doing this is that I don’t want to sit behind a guitar or dilute the feeling I get when singing. Growing up as a singer I oddly feel like if I learn guitar/piano etc that it’ll make my singing less enjoyable.

No thinking just posting to see what my thought really think of this type of entertainment while reflecting why I don’t want or if I do want to do this ‘type’ of entertaining anymore.

Page blasting my thoughts as I sit watching someone perform at this bar..

This went viral again on the other place so resharing here: Find yourself someone to talk to. It might be one of the best ways to generate ideas you otherwise might not have had 🧠🧪 www.nature.com/articles/s41...

This week in clouds. #MentalHealthMatters 💙