I have an appointment tomorrow though, and I have to drive forever to get to it. can't be late, and obviously can't risk falling asleep on the way. so.. after I put on my people costume to do some shopping, it'll be straight to the couch for me. paper mario can and will save me
I've still been sleeping like shit. up all night despite being in bed early for me, but sleeping until 3pm. today I decided to switch it up. stayed up until 8 willingly, but fell asleep on the couch. woke up at 11:30 or 12 or something... feel like pure garbage but this is how I win
well.. maybe it'll still help. I don't really have any set plans for another half a day.
when I was hoping before bed that I'd wake up feeling normal, I didn't exactly mean to curl a finger on the monkey's paw and welcome insomnia back into my life.. being cuddleless SUCKS and I really should've thought to get my weighted blanket out like 6 hours ago. maybe it would've helped
that's very much more accurate for me! it's like, at the same time I don't want to be partaking in an erasure. because romance and sexuality are two separate things to me that just happen to overlap more in a way that I'm like "hell yeah lesbianism!!" (still technically biSexual, though)
what's super funny is that it took a long time for me to realise growing up that everyone wasn't simply indifferent to the idea of dating men lmaoo I genuinely thought all the girlies were just like "yeah he's alright I guess"
for sure, thankfully "The Status" doesn't matter at all to me I think I've been trying to find out what feels more right to say for me without somehow feeling like I'm lying about it
it's literally just. lesbian where it counts ❤️✨ bisexual where it counts 👀💦 girl just fucking say sapphic
it literally doesn't even matter but it is something I'm still braining
something I really find frustrating in a self-defining manner is that it really is just easier for me to say I'm a lesbian when that isn't completely true. I don't fuck with queer as a label and I'm only interested in women romantically. However.