women will be awake several hours past the point where they wanted to be due to the horrors (I'm women) September is not a good month for me when it comes to loss, so I'm more negatively unhinged than normal. so, since nobody was picking up various phones, I thought something terrible happened

it didn't. I'm just a ball of anxiety. a very tired ball of anxiety. but if that last phone call wasn't answered I Was going to call someone to check and make sure my family didn't succumb to some terrible atrocity