THAT'S SUPER EMBARRASSING, I WAS PLANNING TO DRESS LIKE A WHITE-CLAD FAIRY MAIDEN TO MEET HIM AGAIN!!! His impression of me probably went from "oh what an elegant immortal/仙人" to "oh he's a degenerate"

My inner embarrassment:

a black and white drawing of a person laying down with a microphone in their hand .

ALT: a black and white drawing of a person laying down with a microphone in their hand .

So, I opened my bluesky in front of this cute guy at a gay dining place, he was like a waiter/barista giving me free drinks, super embarrassing because he probably saw some 💦🍆art 😭😭😭😭

Ancient Chinese double donut knot hairdo (a bust WIP) #digitalartist#digitalart#illustration#illust#createdontscrape#supportartists#supporthumanartists#art#artist#digitalart#絵描きさんと繋がりたい#絵#イラスト#artistsupport#artcommunity#chinese

And these

Basically something like these

Ancient Chinese double donut knot hairdo (a bust WIP) #digitalartist#digitalart#illustration#illust#createdontscrape#supportartists#supporthumanartists#art#artist#digitalart#絵描きさんと繋がりたい#絵#イラスト#artistsupport#artcommunity#chinese

Oh, I was #5,110,935 So happy yay?

Hunkelicious daddyyyy!!!

all those pressure put on a teen model and celebrity for a magazine is tiresome enough, all those horrid reality hidden behind the shines, the halo, the mics symbolizing the Media, and strawberries and roses and his "perfectly fine" look....