THAT'S SUPER EMBARRASSING, I WAS PLANNING TO DRESS LIKE A WHITE-CLAD FAIRY MAIDEN TO MEET HIM AGAIN!!! His impression of me probably went from "oh what an elegant immortal/仙人" to "oh he's a degenerate"

My inner embarrassment:

a black and white drawing of a person laying down with a microphone in their hand .

ALT: a black and white drawing of a person laying down with a microphone in their hand .

And these

Basically something like these

Hunkelicious daddyyyy!!!

all those pressure put on a teen model and celebrity for a magazine is tiresome enough, all those horrid reality hidden behind the shines, the halo, the mics symbolizing the Media, and strawberries and roses and his "perfectly fine" look....

I added the oshi no ko starry eyes because he's like a celebrity so I wanted to give him that feel with my art style being more "anime-esque", his reflection that hid behind him is what he actually felt behind those smiles, brokened spirit, dark and gloomy, hurt and messy,

Ramon, khuuxu's oc is a former model, who quit because he didn't like the modeling world, I thought I'd draw what his experience was like in the modeling world, or during his teen magazine days, in front, we can see strawberries, halos and roses, symbolizing perfection,

Glazing and nightshading help done by the amazing @hybridscholar.bsky.social

Well, probably the Song dynasty more but also then the Tang