I can hear & feel this photo. It soothes.

True facts - I needed a nap every day from this point until I finished the molting period around 9 days after treatment ended. You have my deep sympathy & hopefully a cozy spot to rest

Today was the first time I've been bouldering that I left feeling defeated instead of exhilarated... Climbing with submuscular implants feels very strange & my body doesn't seem to trust the muscles in my chest now. I did get to the top of a lvl 0 so at least I tried, I guess

Oh damn those look good

Do I wanna get cancer again? No Do I want to randomly sweat buckets for no reason & constantly feel like there are baby spiders crawling through my hair & burst into tears bc I accidentally unalived a squirrel in a vidja game? ALSO FUCKING NO

Was not prepared for the absolute havoc that instant-onset pharmaceutical-grade menopause is wreaking on my everything.

What's a scotcheroo & can i have one

Fuck I'm gonna have to grieve some shit. Inconvenient as hell. -75 baquillion out of 5 Can we just not?

ok so i guess i'm back

I am - thanks for askin'! Didn't mean to randomly go radio silent after a void scream but my brain feels like extra thick oatmeal right now & I keep forgetting to finish posts when I get interrupted by *waves hand vaguely at life in general*