me: i almost feel like a duty to worrying about the future and lamenting the past. it feels like if i dont something bad will happen like i'll wake up at 70 with no idea how i got there psychology: thats called 'anxiety' me: no... i dont htink its that. its a special other thing i invented

I like to think of it as "mentally vibrating uncontrollably at the exact frequency of the cognitive dissonance arising from helplessly watching as in the present, the truth of the past is eroded by those in pursuit of defining our collective future as theirs alone" definitely not anxiety, nosir