but anyway....i'm coping fine i think but when im alone it feels fucking awful, like i never should have broken up w him in the first place. but i really wanted to stay single/celibate and i let him slip through my fingers over time and i will never not be hurt by this 😭 im grateful he at least

values me enough to remain friends but fuck.....if he inevitably moves on i don't know how i'm gonna feel 🥺 thanks for coming to my ted talk.