im a bastard that takes 1 hour in a single investigating sequence bc i like flavor text and wanna see All of it and every time they make a comparison between the 2 or mention each other i was gonna blow up
the end... id start crying a little and theyd go okay how many times can we make you do that... A LOT AAUUUGHHDHJ the last moment... evil.... it was just me yelling stop at the screen the whole time sjfjdkkf
i took a shower and felt normal then yt recc'd me another swimming video and ive looped back to rabid
going swimming would fix me (as if i hadnt had this exact crisis 1 month ago except it was going to the beach to look at the sunset)
ITS BEEN A YEEEAARRR SINCE IVE GONE SWIMMING IM GOING INSANE AAUUGHHH (im sorry this is simply the insane ramblings of someone who grew up always near water on the tipping point of frenzy)
i saw One video of someone swimming and the regret of plans falling through to go swimming is clawing back up like a starved bear to a river of salmon im this close to messaging everyone i was supposed to go with again to start crying
overwhelmed with the inescapable need to go swimming im gonna shrivel up and perish if i dont go swimming like Yesterday help