i saw One video of someone swimming and the regret of plans falling through to go swimming is clawing back up like a starved bear to a river of salmon im this close to messaging everyone i was supposed to go with again to start crying

ITS BEEN A YEEEAARRR SINCE IVE GONE SWIMMING IM GOING INSANE AAUUGHHH (im sorry this is simply the insane ramblings of someone who grew up always near water on the tipping point of frenzy)