it's amazing though to see my abusers be credited on Big Gaming Credits though while I'm not even mentioned as "special thanks" or anything, even though the product that the team they're on is shipping is like 80%+ *my work* and *my tenacity* and I can't even ask about that either because Yeah

that was enough of a hook to potentially become a blog post, explaining the timeline by person, but while drafting it in my head I got to a particular person, and then my emotions became too.. fragmented, especially as I'm not sure if they even wanted to perpetuate any of the abuse themselves