Everything is going great!!!

yes … please …

I was doing so well so why now. I don’t want mom and dad to see me crying on my birthday

don’t know who to talk to. don’t know who to tell. feel like I can’t talk to anyone without it being trauma dumping. like I’ll make others sicker by talking to them. I just want to be okay. I don’t want to hurt anymore

“You’re doing so well that we’re confident you’re fine on your own from here without therapy :)” “Cool ok:)” (sits up past midnight watching childhood movies bawling bc I lack all the abilities of a healthy coping adult)

I’ll give it until May and if things aren’t better then I’ll look into my private options this really sucks

at the same time I’m not sure I could afford the regular type of therapy I’d need. and they’ve revamped the govt supported program which fucks me over

Think I really really need to get back into therapy. im supposed to try going without it for a while to gain a sense of independence and self preservation but it’s not going very well. when things are bad I just spiral and go to Reddit to look for answers

wall hanging and bandana barn owl designs! im hoping to make the banner out of thin, etched wood, strung together against a felt background for stability

things really did feel better for a time but now I just feel bad and I just want to go home and cry in bed and have my mom comfort me